敏感觉到幸福的日子只不过是瞬间的事情, 他不晓得自己, 也不晓得刚哥, 哪时候才能克服这种不足为外人道的难受感觉…………

    rufus wainwright - i don't know what it is (2004年)

    “你哪儿找来这首, 调子我好喜欢”…

    “刚哥给你送了吧. 你细心听听歌词.”

    “你还是这么喜欢找新的音乐”…

    “音乐就是我的回忆…敏,我还记得跟你一起的日子”

    “刚哥.我有机会到山东找你, 你带我到处拍摄好么?”

    “你不晓得我在山东一直在等你来…”

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    在飞机上敏听着这首不晓得放了多少次的歌, 敏看着窗外的浮云, 不刺眼的夕阳, 心中一股无法言宣的感觉,

    好像是要接受另一次考验, 是通往光明, 还是掉进黑暗, 谁晓得究竟他跟三个男生往后怎样发展下去, 只有天才晓得,

    但愿我..我们都能熬过去…

    i don't know what it is                                                         我不晓得这是甚么

    but you got to do it                                                            但我渴望你能做到

    i don't know where to go                                                  我不晓得到哪儿去

    but you got to be there                                                     但我渴望你已经在那儿

    i don't know where to fall                                                 因为我不晓得自己会在哪儿躺下

    but i know that it's comfortablewhere                          但我晓得一定会有块地方, 是哪儿?

    i don't know where it is                                                      我还没知道

    putting all of my time                                                        我挤了所有的时间

    in learning to care                                                              学习怎去关心

    and a bucket of rhymes                                                    把那些锁事

    i threw up somewhere                                                      抛诸脑后

    want a locket of who                                                       只渴望一个时刻挂在我心上的人

    made me lose my perfunctory view                             让我对周遭所有的事,

    of all that is around                                                           和我所做过的事

    and of all that i do                                                              不再敷衍了事

    so i knock on the door                                                     所以我叩门,

    take a step that is new                                                     蹅出新的一步

    never been here before                                                  去一个没到过的地方

    is there anyone else who's too                                       这儿会不会有人跟我一样

    in love with beauty                                                             爱好特殊的

    playing all of the games                                                   落在这种关系当中

    and thinks three's com